If I died tonight what would you do?

sry it took me so long
I haven't been on e internet in like 3 weeks!
lol, schl is gd!
all e guys r really nice!
anw I have it in for Calvin
his korean name is jea hyun,
he's super nice to me!!!!
lol, I dunno if its jus a fling or smt?
anw at schl I'm like a super genius cause like I know alot of e things already!
lol, its fun cause I currently don't have to put in alot of energy to get a gd grade except in art!
art is so much fun! currently we're doing e study of hands!!! its great, e teeacher lets us use anything we want!!!
lol, e food is gd! but it's costly! like for me lunch usually costs arnd $5 including drink, where recess is like $2 or $3, its not cheap so my mom might be uping my allowance to $30 a week!!!! yeah!
lol sry I jus keep babbling on n on!
anw I heard frm chitchat!!!! it was so gd to hear her voice! lol I can't believe she fractured her ankle!!!! tt was super stupid chaitali!! lol!
I'm like giddy wif happiness right now!!! lol dunno y?!?!?
maybe its cause of Calvin!!!!
he's like my best guy friend at UWC, oh yeah my best friend currently at UWC is Marie!!! she's frm e french schl n then switched to UWC for e IB jus like me!!! she's been in singapore for 3 years! anw she's cool! we have like e same ideals tt sorta thing n we both love to read!!!!
sry I gotta run talk to u guys later!!!

hey...
wow, is this wat its like...
I miss schl...
ha never thought I'd say those words ever...
lol, I miss having early recesses etc.
this feeling of reclusiveness...
I feel suddenly so...so helpless...
yesterday I watched Ice Princess! it rules!!!!
today I watched Elektra and Phantom of the Opera!
Elektra rules!
she's a perfect role model...
she's wat I wish I could be...
the strength, the agility, everything...
she's exactly wat I want to be...
lol it'll prob never happen...
oh well, no harm in wishful thinking...right
well...I haven't really been doing much...
I'm suppose to go through spring cleaning...but...
its jus I can't throw away old memories...
is there anything wrong wif tt?
things have special meaning for me...
they help me remember wat I've forgotten...
like I found my old bag of marbles this morning while cleaning...
I remember first learning e rules of the game etc.
things like tt I don't have a picture of to remember...
I need e object to remember...
I like puzzles...riddles, cracking codes tt kinda thing...
I like putting e pieces together...
it was really e only thing I was ever really gd at when I was little...
or actually...even now...
its fun to do those 10000 piece ones...
all tt concentration...
in e end u feel a sense of achievement...
those long hours of work...
give u a perfect picture...