If I died tonight what would you do?

do I dare dream
do I dare hope
not really
well
maybe
do u care abt me e way I do abt u
I dun know
I dun dare ask
our friendship is perfect
wat if I ruin it
wat will become of me
wat to do
I dun know
I want it to be more
the friendship we have
ur leaving me though
going away
maybe never coming back
will u look back and c me
or someone else
or a place u once called home
will I live or die
will I move on or live in e past
I dun know
I dun care

heres something I found by someone else
it describes how I feel abt u...

The cool night breeze
Rustles through my hair
As up at the cloudy night sky
I sit and stare

The only thing on my mind
Are visions of you
And I wonder what your doing
If your thinking of me too

I'm sitting here so lonely
Feeling cold without you here
Wishing I could lay in your arms
And whisper in your ear

So I could tell you how I feel
The things I want desperately to say
But fear of rejection
Seems to always get in my way

Id do anything to be with you
Id catch a falling star
Id give away everything I hold dear to me
Just to be right where you are

Id dye my hair Pink!
The color I hate so much
But id do it for you
If I could only feel you touch

Id stand out on the street
In the pouring rain
So you wouldn't have to feel
One single ounce of pain

Id embarrass myself in public
Just to bring a smile to your face
The memory of you
Is one that cannot be erased

Id take a hundred hits
And id die a thousand different ways
If it meant that you would be happy
For the rest of your days

Id go skydiving without a rope
Sail through the air
If I knew that when I hit the ground
You'd be the only one who'd care

Id give you a one long stemmed rose
Every single day of the year
Just to show you that I care
Oh, how I wish you were hereI

d smother you in kisses
Your lips agaisnt mine
For your sweet, gentle touch
I cant help but pine

Id swim across the Ocean
Cross a thousand seas
If it meant for one night
We could be alone- Just you & me

Id write you a song
That would remain close to my heart
But I guess it wouldnt matter
Because we'd still be apart

Id write 100 poems
About my feelings so real
But none could even begin 2 describe
The way you make me feel

Sometimes I forget to breathe
Just staring into your eyes
The feeling like a fire within
That never seems to die

If God said to me right now
That one of us had to die
And the choice was up to me
And we couldn't say goodbye

Id simply take his hand
And let him lead me away
So you could be happy
Living content with each day

Do you understand now
There isn't a single thing I wouldn't do
If it meant that you could see
How much I care for you

do u understand now
how I feel for u
how I want u there holding me helping me
these r someone elses words
yet my words at e sametime
ppl all over e world feel e same thing as me
can we be together
tell me wat u feel
tell me if u care
if u dun jus tell me
I wanna know
I can't live for much longer
not knowing

choa

ello
sry for never writting...
chloe is a bitch...tish is a bitch...
life is hectic...
I think I failed everything
when is e pressure gonna give
when will e earth stop spinning...
wat e hell...
I wanna die...
bad mooding...
jj is switching to NJC...
very sad...
gd bye jj...
stuck here for 6 more years
because my brat bro got into ACSI
and into e IP programme...
stupid bro...
y'd u hafta be so smart!!!
grrr....
goin to Korea in November...
goin to Hong Kong in December...
my dad's bro is visiting in december wif his family...
I think I failed everything!!!!
marcu's friend is hitting on me...
clementasked me out this week...
goin skating again this sat for like e 5th time in a row...
Bring it on again e movie rules!!!!!
tis so cool!
I almost dun hate cheerleaders...
nvm...they r too bimbo...gotta hate em!!!