If I died tonight what would you do?

salut
I'm leavin tmr mornin for e states!!!!! I'm soooo happy!!!! I'm gonna be away from this hell hole for 1 month!!!! I'm gonna see my cuzes n everyone!!! I'm flyin on e air!!! anw.....everyone hates me right now.....especailly my pbl group cause I'm gonna be gone so long.....but I mean we dun have alot left to do.....I dunno wat they r complainin abt???......anw stacia is goin off to colledge....its gonna be so lonely at cell wifout her....at least I now know tt daniel (from cell) isn't goin out wif anyone....there r a bunch of girls after him....and he doesn't know how to turn em down.....anw....daniel totally underestimated me.....I arm wrestled him 'n' put up a really gd fight....it lasted for like 5 min....then my hand got a cramp so I let him win....he was soooooo surprised tt I was tt strong.....tts y I hate most guys.....they totally underestimate me....anw I woke up at abt 12:30 today!!! tts like sooo late for me!!!! anw g2g 'n' pack!! BYZ!!!!

blah....wassup ppl....god....I barly passed everything...jus art which I have an A1 in...everything else is B4, C5 'n' C6...blha....wateva....mdm yap gave me back 1 point so tt I could pass math....lame...nothin much happening....jus tt I'm goin back to e states on sunday....gonna miss my friends b'day but nvm....blah....gonna spend e first week wif my mom side of e family...then second week wif my dads side of e family then e last 2 weeks I'm takin a cruise up to alaska 'n' my dad wants to try 'n' make it to e arctic circle...we tried to get to e arctic circle a few years ago when we where in norway....we ran outta time....anw gonna totally partaye wif my cuz when I see him on sunday!!!!! I so totally miss him!!! anw g2g now! byz!

.......ummm.....e new blogger sorta sucks......sry ppl for not updating lately!!!!! me vry sry!!!! was busy doin things.....blah....anw Esh isn't mad at me anymore!!!!!! yeah!!!! wateva.....me jus bein really happy since esh is talkin to me.....oh yea.....I have lifted my code of silence since esh is talkin to me......blah.....wat esle......oh yeah saw Troy yesterday.....god I was never a fan of brad pitt.....but now I am jus because of Troy!!!! god tt sucks!!! I loved e story troy since I first read it abt 4 years ago.....I was soooooo damn happy tt it was turned into a movie.....e sad thing though is tt they changed e story abit.....blah.....anw e war was 10 years long NOT 15 days long!!!! god e producers where bad!!! anw e movie was gd though....was totally touched......my dads old school friend frm pri 5 was in town on sat so we went out for chilli crab at east coast......blah wat else......oh yeah.....esh was totally moodswinging today e whole day.....because of *cough* *cough*......poor esh....anw gtg....chao!!!!(gd bye in italian)

blah....sry for not writting much....my broad band is in for repairs....then my bro tripped over e internet cord and crashed e internet....lets c wats new....hmmm.....eshwaaree hates me.....wat else.....ummm.....I havent uttered a word since wednesday.....everyone is worried abt me.....blah wateva jus mind ur own bees wax.....blah......I havent spoken to or looked at eshwaaree since wednesday....wat else....ummm....had french exam....stupid construction work goin on and so couldn't hear e orale....blah prob gonna fail it anw like last year......its actually not tt hard not to utter a single word at school....Chaitali knows me better then anyone and helps me buy my food....or I jus point to it.....oh yah....on tuesday esh wanted me to make an apology to e world so here it is....blah.....esh is makin me apologies to anyone who I've hurt or embarresed because of wat I've said or written.......(tts partly y I've taken e vow of silence).....everyone says tt everytime I say smt someone gets hurt....so I'm not gonna talk anymore....or at least till next year....god....23 more days and I'm outta this hell hole!!!! YEAH!!! blah...wun have to worry abt mid-years or abt hurting ppls feelings!!! gtg!!! SALUT!!!! (its french slang.....it means both hi and bye)

blah....lets c abt today.....hmmm.....27 more days till I'm outta here!!!!! yeah!!! I'm sooo totally outta this world!!!!.....or at least this country.....I wun have to worry abt streaming till I come back to s'pore!!!! hmmm....wat else....oh yeah! I slept e whole period of maths away......tts a first since I'm e maths rep and mdm yap usually doesn't let me sleep in class.....today mus of been an exception.....anw e bitch ms goh lost my eng hw!!! this is e second time!!! last time was my compo.....she lost it twice so I had to re-write it 3 times....blah....she was totally bitchy abt it......had to stay back abit to re-do e eng hw tt e bitch lost.....hmmm.....wat else.....oh yeah totally stoned away lit.......every1 was askin if I was alright and if I should c a doctor.....I'm not sick ppl!!! kz!!! get off my back!!! I stoned today cause *cough* *cough* a certain someone has been lyin abt me behind my back.....god ppl!!!! its not true!!!....anw I finally worked up e courage to dump Clement.....blah....he wanted to know y....so I made up some lame excuse tt I'm waiting for god to show me e right guy....he's a christian so he sorta understood.....

esh, this is for u, it may or may not help u....it depends on how u take it....

"Likewise you also, rekon yourselves to be dead indeed to sin, but alive to God in Christ Jesus our Lord. Therefore do not let sin reign in our mortal body, that you should obey it in its lusts. And do not present your members as instruments of unrighteousness to sin, but present yourselves to God as being alive from the dead, and your members as instruments of righteousness to God. For sin shall not have dominion over you, for you are not under law but under grace." ~ Romans 6:11-14

"No temptation has overtaken you except such as is common to man; but God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will also make the way of escape, that you may be able o bear it." ~ 1 Corinthians 10:3

"I saythen: Walk in the Spirit, and you shall not fulfill the lust of the flesh." ~ Galations 5:16

"As His divine power has given to us all things that pertain to life and godliness, through the knowledge of Him who called us by glory and virtue, by which have been given to us exceedingly great and precious promises, that through these you may be partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world through lust." ~ 2 Peter 1:3-4

sry tt I never wrote yesterday....I spent e whole day in malaysia wif my family...god did it really suck!!! my mom is NOT a shoping person so its like she go tired really easily and my dad went to go and buy vcd's....blah....very annoying....we where at 2 diff shopping malls....dun remember their names though.....anw....we where in e first shopping mall till abt 6:30....then went to another 1 for dinner.....we ate at e hotel tts above e shopping centre.....anw my mom finally let me go and buy smt which was a blue long sleeved Elle shirt tt cost 45.50 sing....u should of seen my moms face!!! lol.....anw she let me get it....blah...then we came back to singapore.....god e bloody traffic was bad!!! it took like 2 hours to come back to singapore!!...we didn't arrive home till abt 11:30....god then my parents made me go to bed.....well...lets c for today....ummm....had to usher at church....it was ok....I caught a ride wif Mike.....we where talkin in his car and he said tt alot of his friends r either in e theatre or media and tt if I ever wanted to act or smt like tt I jus had to ask him and he would pull some favours for me....Mike's really nice!!! anw he was sayin tt alot of guys tt go into e theatre become gay!!! so I'm tellin u all tt u better hold onto ur guys!!! anw.....there was a christian play goin on in s'pore...u may of hear of it....Godspell...it was great!!! very confusing in e beginning though.....anw one of e leading guys r gay.....my friend Mike met him at e gym some time ago.....its weird though cause when he started he was straight but then after acting he became crooked....very weird......anw after church it was my familys routine lunch-out.....we had chi dumplings....very gd!!!!!.....then we came home and I totally slacked....didn't do anything.....blah gtg...c ya...